pretending..

As of this moment, I keep on pretending that I'm okay. I still laugh, smile and say the most absurd word, "I'm okay.." though eventually, I am not. :(

Well, the very reason is that, I'm losing my mind, the feeling of being rejected was totally awful and pissing. Well, to overcome it, face the reality that things will never go on your way, you have to experience lots of trials for you to be strong, rejections not may mean that you're not good but it only explains that there's something better for you..

I NEED TO PRACTICE THAT. K.