never meant to hurt anyone.

I should mend my broken heart alone. I should not try to catch somebody or someone's attention. I should not make myself available just because I'm in a complicated status. Then the end result? Someone fell in love with me. :(

Dwight, just expressed his feelings to me via FB chat. I felt guilty. I felt so bad knowing that we used to be good friends ever since elementary.

JC, my ex, told me that he loves me too. :( I told him that my relationship was not so good and it's complicated which is really right until now.

But, I can't pursue my feelings because, I know in myself I'm in love with someone else. I only like you guys because you've been my sweetest pals since the day I told you how wasted I am.

Dwight made me feel that I'm not useless, he let me realized that being happy is a choice.


JC was there when I felt that I'm losing grip of my sanity. He comforted me with such words that made me feel special. He's still there, loving me in silence. :(


Arghh.