Speedy notes..

Hell yeah. I'm frustrated. I'm mad perhaps.. No! I'm furious..

I wouldn't mind at all if you'll gonna tell me, "Hey, I love you. I love her. What am I gonna do?"

I'll just tell you, "Get your ass off and leave me alone.."

I'll appreciate you, if you'll be honest to me, cause right now I'm seeing a monster in you.. I know you love me.. Well it's easy to say you love someone, but it's hard to mean it.. Really mean it.. If I were you, think it over before you say those words, because those words hurts when it's not for real.. :(

She's hurting, I am also hurting. What will you do? Escape? Continue with this kind of game? Face it. Once and for all, speak up! We're the ones hurting, we even argue because we both want you.. :(

Yeah, I'm the ex-gf, she's the friend turned estranged lover. :(

I love you, go for your happiness.. That's all.. Don't worry about me.. I can stand the pain alone.. Or I should say, we could stand it alone. Yeah.. I hope and I wish that I'm pregnant, so that I could have you forever through the baby.. :(